True emptiness?

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 I may never understand Aikido but I keep training. Each day I step onto the mat and see what happens. Keeping my mind open and my body fit is important to my training. I still can roll and fall at 65. Aikido is a life long practice for me. I hope to continue as long as I live.



What I do know is that Aikido training has changed me. I have become more courageous and less foolhardy. I understand that people experience the world in  different ways. I love to learn and to teach. Aikido flows though me and fills me with peace. 

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